Loneliness come back
2day is holiday and i dun have any activity i can do. Wat i can do now is go to mamak stall there and on9 till night i think... Tis kind of life i aledi used to it. Alone at Kuantan here without fren and family is so hard. Every night i have to look around 4 side room and wonder myself wat am i doing here? I knw tat i still studying and nothing i have to worry about but sometimes, i got think bout leaving tis lonely life. Somemore, i gonna graduate dip tis end of year and maybe gonna go for UTM next year July. It's sound like i have to wait 1 year+ to be into new environment. Most ppl hope to stay in their current environment but for me, i hope to get out of here as soon as possible. Most ppl think i all alone here so good where i can do anything i wan. I can go clubbing or doing something i never do b4. But they dunno tat without fren here, nothing u can do.
Everyday go outside juz to on9 look like a dull life. During holiday like 2day, most ppl will go out and have lot of fun with their frean or even their bf/gf. I hope i can do like them. Can be wif somebody and have lot of fun. Most ppl will ask me wat do i surf everytime i go to mamak stall? The same site i visit every single day, LYN. In tis site, i think i can be wat i'm. I can shoot ppl and ppl can shoot me. Really have lot of fun there. At there, all my loneliness feeling is gone. I have no idea wat make me continue blogging but i do knw tat LYN have make me become more better person who need to leave all the loneliness feeling and continue doing wat i'm doing here.
Everyday go outside juz to on9 look like a dull life. During holiday like 2day, most ppl will go out and have lot of fun with their frean or even their bf/gf. I hope i can do like them. Can be wif somebody and have lot of fun. Most ppl will ask me wat do i surf everytime i go to mamak stall? The same site i visit every single day, LYN. In tis site, i think i can be wat i'm. I can shoot ppl and ppl can shoot me. Really have lot of fun there. At there, all my loneliness feeling is gone. I have no idea wat make me continue blogging but i do knw tat LYN have make me become more better person who need to leave all the loneliness feeling and continue doing wat i'm doing here.
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